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I HURT MYSELF! :(

2008-05-09T11:39:00.002+08:00

Okay.
This is sooooooooooo embarrassing.

Went cycling/roller blading with YM, CH, Gina, Oliver and JoJo yesterday noon.
And blahblahblah. :)
Everyone had fun.

And then I hurt my knees cos my bike came crashing down,
and duh I fell.
Now it's blue black all over sia. :(
EYER.

I made spoil the handle sia. :x
But the shopkeeper never check, so HAHAHAHAA.
Too bad lor. :S

And it's very very very very very pain.
:'(

Anyways, I'm kinda unhappy during the whole week of exams lar.
Seriously, I think I made alottttttt of mistakes T_T
Sigh. Especially Chem and Phy and A maths.
Don't even know can pass anot.

Omg laaaaaa.
:'(

Sigh. Let's hope for the better.

YAY.

2008-05-03T13:00:00.001+08:00

I did sth siaosiao to my comp.
And it's now currently fixed.

Whatever.

HAHAHAAA.

I'll update ltr if possible.
Time for a break - TEEBEEING.
WEEEEET.

I'm irritated.

2008-05-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

My computer is down with virus. =.=

MAKING ME VERY VERY IRRITATED.
I can't even tag or write in my blog!!!!
GRRRRR.

AND AND AND!
I can't even type in my messenger!!!!
I can't see what I'm typing. sigh. -.-
Pathetic.
There's something wrong with it.
Sigh.

May not be blogging so often le....
Have to study till next week bah. :(
Tmr's E maths paper1 and English paper2.

I'm not worried at all. Hah.

But well, I'm starting to loveeeeee A maths.
Hahahaaa.
Especially Logarithm! :D

I finally understood most of the solving parts.
And, I'm craving for more. LOL.

Anyways, happy 8th month bee.
I love you alot alot alot. :')
I'm missing you very much.

I hate sad times.

2008-04-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

Why are there so many sad occasions happening!!!

ARGHHHH!!!!!!

First it's my problem.
Next was my parents.
Now my beloved friends as well!!!!

WHY EVERYBODY ALL SO SUAY ALREADY!!!!!!! :(
WE HAVE TO CHANGE OUR LADYLUCK SOMEHOW!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah, before I forget,
I read the U-weekly magazine and got this Master
(Don't know how to read his name lar) specializes in FengShui.
Maybe we should approach him someday to get rid of our bad lucks. =.=

Anyways,
I really got this deep thought that I really have to pen it here.

And before you even start reading anything below,
please don't ask me who the hell are these people and
blahblahblah after you devoured everything.

This is a true story,retold by me.
I'm not referring to anyone.
I won't even talk about it.
Mind you, it is just a random thought.

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Alright, here goes.....

Recently, I noticed some changes in a particular person.
Let's call this person A.

A is not really close to me(maybe not even close at all)
but rather close to someone I know which is B.

Remembering the first time I met A, A is so nice towards B and I thought they were really an item. And judging from the way A treats B and vice versa, they seemed to be like a perfect pair to me.

Once,B even told me A bought something expensive for B.
This even made B loves A god damn much.

They went out together like any other couple.
When you see them, you really think they are really made for each other.
So lovingly and saccharine sweet.

But one day,
something suspicious happened to A and A caused tension and sadness to B.
A ignored B like as if B doesn't even exist.
A did not even pick up B's calls even though B dialed A's number for a lot of times.
When B asked for a breakup because B felt that there's has no more other options,
A did not respond either.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!?

It was then until B pleaded and begged A
(Shall I repeat again? PLEADED AND BEGGED. FOR GOD'S SAKE.)
to answer B's call. And A did.

Worst still, while B is seriously crazy over A,
A is a being two timer behind B's back for a whole week. (In my opinion)

During the conversation,
A said it's emotional feelings towards a person called C has come back.

What the fuck isn't it?

Imagine you're B now.
You finally get to hear A's voice for so long and this was what A replied you.

Get that feeling?

That thousands and hundreds of knives piercing deeply into your fragile heart.
It just broke into millions of small fragments.
That feeling. That feeling never left you.
Flashbacks returned continually.

A's Hugs, Kisses and Embraces.
Your every moments with A.
The wonderful times you had with A together.
At once, you felt a pang of agony and your eyes started to turn blurry
while you blew your nose.
Before you realized anything, you're already crying.

And the climate?

To think that A actually chose C instead of you.
Think. Think about it.

I know it's dramatic.
But imagine that pain B has to undergo.
Not just physical pain.
It's the pain that never eases off.

Sigh.

LONG UPDATESSSS

2008-04-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

Argh, just had my EL and CL paper1 on friday.
Pathetic.

Checked CA1 marks.
Pathetic. :'(

All B3/4s and C5/6s. No As at all sia. NO A!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!??!

My compos's another disappointment.
I think my stories are abit out of point siaaaa. :'(
Not really had time to plan.
My mind was like... So blank. Sigh.

Worst of all,
next week's the hard core subjects for midyears! >:'l

Had a seriously busy busy busy weekend.

Saturday + Sunday.
Did Bio + Chem + Phy 10 year series.
Did A maths - Logarithms revisions.
Did filing and replacing worksheets.
Did touchups and corrections of the worksheets in files.
Did random revisions on Literature.

ARGHHHH.
NO TIME STILL.
I NEED TIME~!!!!!

!@#!$$^^!#@!#@#$!@$@#%@.
!@#%@@!!@$%^##%&^&@#$%.

tsktsk. Okay,now I'm feeling much better.

Anyone has spare time? Please sell them to me.
I need so much time for revisions sia :'(

Oh yeah.
Ms Ong's flew offfff!
I don't know where she go lar.
She don't want tell us lor :(
Now stuck with Mrs Tan.

It's not that we don't like her lar.
She damn boring lor, but Ms Ong's not.
Hope she'll be back soon! :)
(And that's next year. >_>)

And most importantly,
she loveeeeee the card we made.
Heheheheheheheehehehehe :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

Okay,time to study again.

When did I become so hardworking?
Omg.
So guaikia. -.-

And I think I neglected Bee :'(
Sorry my dear.
Studies is my first priority for the time being.
Sigh.

LUNCH AT AHYI ABALONE RESTAURANT!

2008-04-20T22:32:00.007+08:00

I SAW MRS XIE!
I SAW MRS XIE!!
I SAW MRS XIE!!!

LOL.
She was with her family lar.
But sadly, she didn't see me -.-

ANYWAYS,
to celebrate Dad's chinese birthday,
he treated us abalones! =.-

Went to Ahyi abalone restaurant today for lunch.
Their food IS SOOOOOO SUPERB SIA.
:D:D

Anyways,let the pictures do all the talking.
Today's meal was the most fullest one for me sia.
:D

ENJOY THE PHOTOS OF THOSE SCRUMPTIOUS DISHES AHEAD!!!

Spot me, my dad, my mom and my sis. :P

Beautiful lights.

So romantic siaaaa. D:

Jasmine teaaaaaaaa! <3

There's a total of 12 different things inside sia.
Like.. abalones, chicken, mushrooms, prawns, sharkfin...
Okay forgot. -_-

Close-up.
Hungry eh?

Sharkfin; yumyum!

Meatball? Not sure.

Braised chicken!

Abalone.
Q:Why is it in this color?
A:Urh, it's because of the braised soup.
:D But really very tasty.

Black glutinous rice with ice cream.
:D:D:D

Sis's aloe vera Jelly. -.-

Their thingy to put chopstick.
So cute!!!

The chopsticks.
Walao, somemore gold one at the end.... :l

Can see the gold dragons inside?
Siao lor. Must be damn expensive.

And of course,
THE BILL!!!!

$227.15 :(

&, Camwhored abit too! :D

Jumpers? Nah,not really.

Sister and I.
I'm a fuckingly looking piece of junk here. :(

Dad's shades rawkkkk.

***

Okay. Sayonara.
I'm damn sleepy.

P/S: Friday's Eng&Chi Paper1.
Fuckingly fuck fuck fuckkkkkkk.

P/S/S: Owed Brandon $5, Jonas $7, Jocelyn $5.
CCBBBBBBBBB. T_T

P/S/S/S: AMATHS - alpha and beta test tmr; SS - Chpt4 test tmr.
Surely fail.

P/S/S/S/S: I MISS MY BEEEEE T_T. SIGH.

THE END~
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P/S/S/S/S/S: I'm unhappy actually. But I'll be strong.
I'll put up a strong front. Sometimes, I cried in the corner.
It makes me feel better,actually. No one cares anyways. :'(

Contrasting.

2008-04-18T23:14:00.004+08:00

Surprisingly, we kinda...
urh patched up.
._.

OKOK.
I'm serious lah.
I forgave dear♥.

I meant, it's not his fault what.
He's just as stressed as me. :(
I must be be caring towards him larh,
nowadays he's like so damn moody.

Anyways, dear made a some sort of card for me.
Really appreciated it. A LOTTTT. :DDDDD
Feel like going out tomorrow to study nia.

Have been slacking. =.=
Anyways, today's cca's not so good.
Jessie skipped! >:l
Grrrrr!

But nevertheless, Jonas and I kept laughing niaaaa.
The Instructor's actions so damn funny lor.
Hahahahaaaaa. >.<

Met dear afterwards.
He came to fetch me. (again)
I gave him a piglet keychain, LOL.
Hope he loves it! :D

Met Gina too.
She said she's going to Bugis to meet her mom.
Took mrt home with Sotong.

WHY?
COS' I WANT TO BUY BUBBLETEA!!!! :DDDDDD
ARGH, it's been like 2weeks since I last drank!
So tempted sia ._.

But,
Pathetic. Due to the cough which I still having it now,
I can only drink Milk Tea!!!!! >:'l
I wanted to drink Oreo Crush or Chocolate ice blended siaaaa. T_T
Anyways, the pearls are okay today.
Not so hard as last time. -.=

Yuppppp,seriously tired after editting pictures for friend.
Tsktsk. Not that I don't want help her lar.
It's just that I'm kinda bored editting so many of her zilian pictures ._.

Nevermind!
I'll do it tomorrow. Eyes are closing nia. -.-
So have to turn in now,
Cya ppleee♥

P/S: I'll miss Ms Ong, my double Maths subject teacher. T_T
She'll be leaving next Friday to go overseas with her hubby.
Until next year then come back leh! WALAO. Sigh. :'(

Maths will be so boring without her laaaaaa :'(

Well, that's it.

2008-04-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

Don't bother asking me what happened cos I won't tell anyone.
I'll just gloat everything down and pretend nothing has happened in these 7 months.

Yes, nothing happened.
Just study and study and study.
That's it. It's the end.
Full stop.

What do you expect?
Everything comes to an end isn't it?

Maybe true love doesn't exist at all.
How foolish I am to believe in fairytales.

I finally realized that falling out of love is even harder than falling in love.

And I've already made up my mind.
Thanks for the reminder, Ms ong.
I'll work hard for my Amaths.
A1 TO GOOO!

I'm so happy. I'm so upset.

2008-04-16T19:48:00.004+08:00

Yes. I'm very very happy.
Because I happily went to school today,
without any tears.
I'm really happy like siao, you can ask Gina or Sotong.
Because I finally get to see you.

But everything went the other way round.
All thanks to me.
And my fucking teacher who made us write 2 essays.
I was fuckingly tired when I was about to go home.
The clouds were turning dark and started to rain.

I knew it is impossible to see you already.

It's getting late.
Mom's back soon.
I rushed, phoning you that I have to go home.
All you said was,"Ok la. fina la."

My heart ached terribly.
I wanted to tell you how much I wanted to meet you.

I even came up with an excuse of buying foolscap papers to my friends,
just to take 358 to meet you.
Only to be accused. Sigh.

I wanted to explain, but my friends are near me.
I didn't want them to know.
And I think you won't even listen to it.
All you thought was I had no mood to see you.
Which I fuckingly did not.

We have been quarreling over ad over again.
You said you love me,
but why didn't I see that? :'(

Now that I'm crying while typing,
I felt foolish.

Maybe it's really time to let go.
Maybe we're just not compatible afterall.

Yesterday stuffs.

2008-04-13T17:22:00.004+08:00

Haaaa. -.-
I'm tired.

Just have a quick browse thru' and leave.
Too blueish to blog anything.
Fucking midyears.
Fucking people.

I'm fuckingly pissed off.
Thanks to fuckers.
Fuck you, fuckingly fuckers that act so fucking fuck shit,
Grrrrrrr. _l_

P/S: i hate everyoneee~!!!!~!#@@#$!!@
ARRR
CCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
I HATEEEEEEEEE!!!#!@!#@~!~!

T_T

Updateeeeeees.

2008-04-13T03:00:00.000+08:00

Why dear so sad everyday? :'(
Very worrying siaaaaa.
Hais, :'(

Sorry baby, about ytd.
I can't tell you what exactly happened.
But.... Hais. It's about my mom.
D': Hope you aren't angry or anything...
*Hughug* Cheer up my dear.

Anyways, can't wait for ltr!
gonna meet gladys and nick and dear at bugis for shopshop for clothes!
Have to upload some tops for sale at blogshop.
Hehs.

:D:D:D .

P/S: I looooovveeeeee Alpha and Beta! (as if.) :(
I must love Amaths! Can't fail anymore!! :'(
Sobsob. TT

P/S/S: I'm missing dear very much. Hais.
P/S/S/S: Fuck. It's going to rain. Might not be able to go... T_T
P/S/S/S/S: Will update tmr or ltr! :D

2008-04-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

YAY,

opened a BLOGSHOP on 7 April 08, with gladys. :D

Selling:

Handphone stickers.

Handphone mirrors.

Lots more items will be coming up!

P/S: Do linkkkkkkkkk our blogshop okay?
P/S/S: I miss you baby. :(

And this year's Speech day parade sucks. -.-
Why? It's like aliens invading our school.
Pathetic.

ECP.

2008-04-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

Went ECP with dear on Saturday~
yayness.

It's been a weekkkkkkk since I last gone out.
Aha.

Planned to meet dear earlier.
But F***ing sister asked me to cook noodles for her _l_
Wasted 15mins sia.
Dear was waiting downstairs alr.
Sorry dear!

Had oreo cheesecake and Mocha Frappe at Macdonald's.
Piglet drank mine! Hahahaaaa.

Yummy oreo cheesecake! :D

Dear had his meal.
& Off to the beach!
Weeeeet.

Camwhored there tooooo!

Awwwwww, skittles I miss you.

his picture's ages ago. -.-

>< , i love you dear.

Snap!

He's damn cute larrrrr right?

Had quality time with dear till 8pm. :P
Fun hor baby?
I know you loved it! Heh.
I loved it toooo lar.

Met dad,mom and sis at Han's.
Ate dinner.
I had spaghetti!
YumYum.

Dig in! :D

Watched Red dragon.
Halfway nia.
Damn sleepy.
Called dear 3/4 times. ROFL.

Then dad scolded.
Grrrrrrrr.
Had to put down.
Reluctantly.

Sobsob.
I'm missing dear so much larh.
Cried while sleeping. Hais.
T_T. Hope can see him tmr again...
Hais. :(

The teenagers' favourite.

2008-04-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

Came across a website which tells me a day of..
shamefulness in a year.
What day?

(To me la.)

It's the National Penis Day.
LOL. (Gladys! Dutch! I know this is your favourite! Hhhahaahaha)

Here's the link.
I can't possibly show the pictures laaa.
Got underaged viewers. So, urh. Yeah.

SO Don't click if you're below 12 years old okay?
Good boy/girl. :)

And oh yeah,
Happy birthday to CANDY, my sis!

Got her a present:

Cute? Hahaha.
Quite expensive. -.-

Dear chipped in a bit to pay too.
And we wrote in a small little card as well, :)

She loves it, haahhaa!!

Yeah, that's all about today.
I was damn sicked.
Gotta rush homework, so tatas! :D

P/S: I'm missing dear very much. :'(

CIP! what craps.

2008-03-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

Went to Woodlands National library with YM, Sotong and Gina.
Yup. Randomly took pictures during the mrt trip, HAHAHAHA.

YM wasn't amused lor. She kept saying,"weh, you retarded ah. don't take lah. tsk"
Whatever. I still took! HAHHAHA.

BLEAHHHHHS TO YM! :P

YM! :D

Damn. She looked away. :(

Gina, my beloved!

Argh, too bright seh -.-

-.- Too dark. Okay, forget it! :D

Had Yoshinoya's beef ricebowl again.
CAN'T HELP IT LARRRR.
I love Jap foods. Hehe. :S

YM and Sotong ordered kiddo meals sia. -.-
Gina had beef congee. Didn't took pictures there. Sigh.
Was busy eating my beef bowl. ROFL.

Then at the library,
YM realised that she forgotten to bring the stack of "kites" for the messages!
She left them under her desk in school. -.-
Anyways, we used the stickies instead.

Sotong and I were a pair.
While walking to find the next 'target suddenly got this librarian asked me to go help her do something. Must follow her. -.-
I left Sotong alone then followed that retarded woman. -.-
You know what? Tabulate the survey of lockers in libraries siaaaa!
I thought I'm supposed to be the ambassador of the Down Syndrome Association! -.-
Fcuk chaochibai lor. Ask me do. zzzzzz.

Changed to home clothes and ate waffles filled with chocolate fillings.
YUM!

***

Met Gladys, Thadshaa and Nick.
Nick's pretty funny and cute lah hor, Gladys? :P

Went Plaza Singapura with Gladys, Nick, Dear & Sotong.
Aiya, nth to say lorrr.

URH. HAHAHAAAA!!!

ACTUALLY alot of things happened lorr...
Just.. urh, can't pen them down. :S

Ask me yourself if you wanna know in details. :)
I'm not a bad friend that gonna blurt out all those mushy stuffs.
ROFL! :X
SEE that GLADYS? :P

Yup, last but not least.
Some random pictures at mrt! :)

1..2..3... Say Cheesseeee!
(L to R: Dear, me, Sotong, Gladys & Nick.)

Lalalala. :D

***
And of course most importantly,
To my dear:

Thanks dear once again for the card, damn nice lahhs. :)
I appreciate it very very much.
I love you Baby. :)

Urh, not to miss out this "fun" of playing with "you" under the void deck lah.
HAHAHAHA. :X
(You know what I meant) :P

OKAY NOTHING readers! :D
REALLY.

Goodbyeeees.
I wanna eat something. Damn hungry. :(
lalalalaaaaa.

CCB. ALL GO FUCK URSELF CAN?!

2008-03-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

CB, YOU THINK YOU WHO AH?

DARE TO CUT MY HAIR?!!?!
YOU BLOODY BITCH.
GO FUCK YOURSELF IN THE VAGINA AND THINK ABOUT IT LA.

I KNOW IT'S SCHOOL RULE, BUT SCHOOL RULE THERE GOT PUT CAN CUT PEOPLE'S HAIR MEH? YOU TELL ME LAH, CCB.

TALK NICELY CANT MEH? MUST CUT SIBO?
CUT LA, CUT ALL YOU WANT. NABEY. I KNOW YOU DON'T LIKE US.
THEN QUIT LAR. WHO WANTS YOU AS VP ANYWAYS?

OH GOODNESS' SAKE.
YOU THINK YOU MY MOTHER ISSIT?
NONO, MY MOTHER ALSO APPROVES OF MY HAIR OKAY.
YOU'RE WORSE THAN MY MOTHER, BITCH.
DARE ORDER ME AROUND?
OH TOO BAD, I DON'T TAKE HARD.
I TAKE SOFT CAN BOR?

PURPOSELY TOUCH MY HAIR, THEN THE HAIR I CLIPPED UP DROP DOWN.
YOU ACCUSED ME THAT I DIDN'T NOT CLIP UP. WTF IS THIS?
HEY, I'M HUMAN LEH. HELLO? DON'T AGITATE ME OK.

I'M NOT THOSE LITTLE WEAKLINGS THAT YOU THINK I'M OKAY TO BE MESSED WITH.
I TELL YOU, I'M SICKED AND TIRED OF GETTING CAUGHT WITH MY HAIR AND RETARDED TEACHERS ASKING ME WHETHER I DYED MY HAIR ANOT OK!!!!!!!

HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY? YOU TELL ME!!!!!!!!!
HAR YOU TELL ME!!!!!!
FUCKING 20 + TIMES IN PRCS ALREADY SIA.
WHAT ELSE DO YOU ALL WANT?
YOU TELL ME LAR.

I SWEAR I DID NOT DYE OR TINT MY HAIR OKAY!!!!
DON'T BELIEVE, ASK GOD, MY MOTHER AND FATHER ALSO CAN.
BUT DO YOU HAVE TO ACCUSE!!! I DON'T SEE A REASON WHY!

AND STOP ASKING ME FUCKING UNREASONABLE QUESTIONS!!!!!
I ANSWERED IT SWEETLY AND POLITELY.
YOU ANSWERED ME LIKE WHAT? SHIT OK?
"SURE? I DON'T THINK YOU'RE TELLING THE TRUTH,"

WHAT FUCKING ATTITUDE IS THIS?

I KNOW YOU ALL ARE TEACHERS, MORE AUTHORITY THAN US.
BUT PLEASE, CAN'T YOU ANSWER IN A NICER WAY?
YOU ALL ARE LIKE PUTTING A KNIFE NEAR MY THROAT AND ASKING ME TO OWN UP ALTHOUGH I DID NOTHING TO MY HAIR!!!!

WHAT YOU ALL WANT AR.
DYE MY HAIR TO BLACK SIBO?
HAHA, THINK I STUPID?
YOU ALL MIGHT BE THINKING THAT IF I GO DYE BLACK,
YOU ALL ARE 'WINNERS'.
I'M NOT A FOOL. IF I GO DYE IT BLACK,
WHICH ACTUALLY SHOWS THAT I'M GUILTY OF DYING MY HAIR BROWN.
BUT TOO BAD, I DON'T WANT TO!

WALAN EH? I'M SO FUCKING INNOCENT!!
BTW, I DID NOT EVEN KNOW THAT I HAVE BROWN HAIR,
I THINK IT IS BECAUSE OF MY SWIMMING LESSONS I ATTENDED LAST TIME.
GET IT ANOT?
AND I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO MY HAIR.
I FUCKING SWEAR IT.

CAN'T YOU ALL SEE MY HAIR IS NATURAL HAH?
CANNOT SEE? TAKE ONE OF MY HAIR AND GO FOR DNA CHECK LAR.
WHO HUMJI SIA? WELL, I'M NOT! BECAUSE I'M CONSCIENCE FREE.
I THINK YOU ALL ARE THE ONES THAT ARE SCARED LOR. PUH-LEASE.

ALL TEACHERS ARE SO DAMN BIAS CAN ANOT?
SOME PEOPLE WITH THEIR DANGLING HAIR AND FRINGES AREN'T CAUGHT BY THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE SO-CALLED " TEACHER'S PET".
AND SOME TEACHERS WHO TEND TO BE "BLIND" SEE THOSE WEIRD HAIRSTYLES OF SOME STUDENTS' ALSO LIKE HECK CARE SIA.

WE ARE SO GUAI KIAS AND IN THE END, KENNA GET CAUGHT.
I THOUGHT THIS SCHOOL RULE APPLIES TO EVERYONE?
HAH, I DON'T THINK SO. WHAT DISCIPLINARY RULE IS THIS?

OKAY, YOU CAN CATCH US.
BUT DO YOU HAVE TO CATCH US DURING OUR LESSON TIME?
WASTE OUR TIME OK.
WE'RE HAPPILY HAVING OUR ENGLISH LESSON AND YOU CHARGE IN LIKE A RETARDED BULL.
GOOD FOR YOU, YOU'VE JUST EARNED A NEW NICKNAME OR RATHER, A VULGAR NAME FOR YOURSELF FROM THE GREATLY ME.

MRS BULLDOG-VAGINAFACE.

SUITS YOU HAH?
I HOPE IT DOES, BECAUSE...
I TOOK A LONG TIME TO THINK OF A SUITABLE NAME LEH.
PLEASE APPRECIATE IT.
IT'S A GIFT FROM ME, MRS B.D-V.F.

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

P/S: i'm okay after dear comforted me. :)

RANDOM UPLOADED PICTURES! :D

2008-03-23T15:50:00.001+08:00

ENJOY!!!
:D

So tempted to read my Biology textbook. :l

Engrossed like siao? :S

"cheh, so easy!!! -.-"

*strum strum!*

Webcam. :D

MRT! :D

STARBUCKS!!!

Photo courtesy of my sis. :)
Thanks candy! -.-

Last but not least.....
You guys' favourite! :D
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See? I know you all so well. :)

HEHEHEHEEEEE!
HORNY PEOPLE. :D

ANDDD....
not to forget my precious dear!

I love you, baby! :D
the end!

2008-03-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

Gulp.
I was.. well, really disgusted by this.. -.-
Nevermind, scroll down to look. :S

NOTE: for those who can't take gruesome disgusting pictures,
please DONT DONT DONTTTTTTT scroll down.
That picture might give you nightmares. :l

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Is this the scariest picture EVER of the Bride of Wildenstein?

Last updated at 18:20pm on 20th February 2008

If proof were needed that money can't buy everything, look no further.

Rich divorcee Jocelyn Wildenstein spent a rumoured £2million on cosmetic surgery to keep her husband, but succeeded only in ruining the good looks she was born with.

Clearly her strange looks have not completely scared off all male attention, as the scary-looking 62-year-old was out with a male companion enjoying an intimate dinner on last night.

Your bride-to-be.

Yucks. ._.
I can't believe she traded her BEAUTIFUL face when she's in the 70s to a RETARDED LOOKING FACE.
OMG?!?!?!

Changing faces: Jocelyn today and at various stages of surgery going back to the 70s when she first went under the knife fearing her husband would leave her.

Saddening. :(
She used to be so beautiful.
But now. EEEEWWWWWWWWUUUUCKKKKKS.

Bizarrely she based her remodelled look on exotic wild cats, which he loved, as she decided that he might find her more attractive if she became "more feline".

The first time Wildenstein saw his newly-sculpted wife, he was said to have screamed in horror, unable to recognise her.

According to the Daily Telegraph, he said: "She seems to think that you fix a face the same way you fix a house."

After finding her husband in the marital bed with a 19-year-old Russian model, she divorced him and was awarded millions of dollars.

Ex-husband Alec Wildenstein, died on Monday aged 67.

***

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***

Sickening sia, these people.
Why did they wanna go for a face change???!!!?
WHY? :(

PS. I SWEAR I WONT GO FOR PLASTYS. OMFG, A HELL NO OKAY!
YUCK. D:

ACCUSIONS. :'(

2008-03-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Funny.
I used to love holidays.

But now I don't.
NOT AT ALL.
NOT A TEENY WEENY FUCKING BIT AT ALL OKAY?

Why?
Because if I wanna go out, there's always a tendency that my parents won't let me.
Haha?

~~Today, I wanna go out with Jonas to bugis and buy those cute tees.~~
But failed.
Why?
Ask my mother (fucker) and father (fucker).

They insisted and claimed that I DID NOT ask their permission before going out.
And fucking shit, I did.
How can they they accuse ME!

CHAO CHIBAI CANNNN?!?

:'( .
Made me no mood to go out alr.
Happy lah, go eat shit and go hell la!!!!

Further more,
Dear also accused me!!!!
:'(.

I don't wanna talk about it la.
It just... pained my heart so much.
Till I bled and cried.

Hais, good friday isn't good at all. :'(

Thank you.

2008-03-20T10:27:00.000+08:00

This is abit kinda long post.
I'm just venting my anger here alright?
Sigh.

--

You know what?
I'm crying while typing these.
I don't know what's the matter with you.
If you're angry, I can be your punchbag.
If you're sad, I'll lend you my shoulders to lean on.
I swear I'll do anything just to cheer you up.

But do you care about mine?
doubt so.

Fine, I'm okay with that.
But do you have to purposely say,"I'm sleepy now."?!??!?!!!
This shows me that I shouldn't even had called you.
Like you wanna hang up on me, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?!!?!!!

FUCKING CHAO CHI BAI CAN?
I gloated the whole thing down.
It feels so uncomfortable,
but I acted normally because I don't want to upset you even further.

Can't you see that?
Fine, you don't appreciate it,
I have nothing to say.

It just....
But what upsetted me most is THIS!!!
I asked you if you're okay already.
You reluctantly gave a 'yes'.
Okay, I continued to ask you if you've any problems you'd like to share.
I thought if you shared your problems with me, you'll feel better.
What's more, I'm always by your side.
I can give you solutions and help you.

Is it so difficult to tell me?
Am I that untrustworthy enough?
Am I your GIRLFRIEND ANOT?!!!

If not,
I don't see why the hell you've to be so COLD towards ME!

YOU TELL ME YOUR ALL FUCKING REASONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COME TELL ME ALL OF THEM!!!!!!

If you feel that I'm like a stranger towards you, then so be it.
I won't care about you anymore, alright?
What for adding another burden on me?
Hah, I can even have lesser strands of white hair OKAY!

Since you're treating me in this way,
don't expect me to treat you nicely!
You think I'm what?
YOUR FUCKING SHIT ISSIT?

HAPPY, COME FIND ME HAR?
NOT HAPPY, DULAN/HECK CARE ME ISSIT!!!!!!

HEY, I'M A HUMAN OKAY?
I HAVE FEELINGS.
I'M NOT YOUR TOY DOLL OR A ROBOT!!!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrr.

You said you're very stressed,
you tell me.
Who is not stressed?
Come on, for goodness' sake.

Ha, hell yes.
I'm more stressed than you, okay?
So, stop being so vulnerable like me.
Crying doesn't solve the problem.
Wise people would rather sit and think of ways to find solutions.

FINE.
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY ABOUT YOU.
COS I'M SERIOUSLY FEELING SO MOODY NOW.
I JUST WANNA CRY ALL HEARTS OUT.
I HOPE YOU'RE SORRY ABOUT THIS.
BECAUSE IT REALLY BROKE MY HEART. :'(

WHAT A SADDENED 201ST DAY. :'(

2008-03-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

I came across this essay.
Well, very meaningful. Read yeah? :)

***

"During life, a significant factor is the relationship with another.
There are many aspects to a relationship that will make it strong or long lasting.

Looks may seem to be important but in the long run they prove not to be.
Looks can be changed through surgery and can fade with age.

There are four qualities that should be found in a good strong relationship.
These four factors will never change no matter what kind of relationship one is in or what one looks like.
The four factors that make a good relationship are commitment, trust, caring, and communication.
In any relationship, if any of these four factors are missing then the relationship will not last long.

Commitment is an important factor in building a strong and successful relationship.

Commitment keeps a relationship together through the good and the bad times.

Whether a partner in a relationship is suffering through hard times, the couple if committed will pull through. A strong relationship that is committed will make it through the major and the minor crisis of life. A minor crisis that could put a strain on a relationship could be considered as something simple such as the breaking of a date or one person having no money. There are likes and dislikes in any relationship but there are four elements that keep them together. A major crisis may be one partner going off to war or having to leave town for several months on business.

Even though destroying trust can happen in an instant, building trust takes lots of time.

When a couple is out together for a night that the other partner will not be flirting with other people in the room.
When two people care for each other in a relationship form a bond which is hard to break even when common sense tells them that they need to.
There is no way to truly describe what caring is but it is an intimate part of any relationship.

This bond is so strong that even abusive couples will stay together.
A relationship will not get started if the communication is not there.
Commitment is a step in building a strong relationship.
When a couple knows each others likes and dislikes communication is strong.

Communications is the problem solver of a relationship and could also be the destroyer of a relationship.
Caring is missing your partner when they are away or being sad when they are not feeling well. This is why communication is an important part of a relationship.
Caring is the fabric of building a strong relationship."

***

I still think that we've these 4 qualities,
right my dear?
*Winks* :D

Happy 198th!
2 more days to 200, (:
YAY.

The extreme late photos. :D

2008-03-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

Tadaa. :D
Here they are.
Enjoy while I finish up my holiday assignment.
Btw, I made strawberry yogurt flavoured chocolate cookies.
Yumyum! :D
Sharing with dearest tmr, if possible! :D

And cb lor.
Had a hard time uploading these pictures-.-
Sian.

Camwhoring in taxi to CCA branch building:

Stupid Brandon bullied me :( Sigh.

Nevertheless, at least my dear loves me.
LOL. :D

Camwhoring in the mrt:

I like the colors on the seats!

Lala~

Lalala~

Headless? :S

Alalalalala~

Okay, that's for now.
I'll upload more tmr if possible.

I WANNA BUY THE RED CARDIGAN AND THE HEELS AND THE CUTESY TOP AND THE HAIRCLIP FROM CHOMEL AND THE RIBBON HAIRCLIP WHICH IS LIKE ANGELA CHANG'S AND THE FUCKING GORGEOUS NECKLACE AND THE BLACK SWEATER AT THIS FASHION!!!!! :(

SOMEONE SPONSER ME $$$ LEH.
LOL. :(

sigh. TT.

Dear, thank you. :)

2008-03-13T21:01:00.001+08:00

Went shopping with dear today after his taek-won-do training and my SS project.
Actually, I think we did nothing for the SS project lor.
LOL.
-.-

Anyways,
went Vivo with dearest to shopshop.
I wanna buy the dolly dresses lah. TT
So fucking nice sia. :(
But so expensive. One cost like.. $40 plus?
Hais.

Camwhored abit there.

Okay. i fuckingly sucks. He's cute. :D

At topshop! :D

The top so nice lah.
But $35. Cb. :(

Whatever.
Heeehh.
So damn cute right my cutie pie? :D
TOo bad, he's mine. :X

Guess it's done for now.
Have to finish up homework.
Sianzation.
Goodbye :D

Moody.

2008-03-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had CO audition.
Don't feel like talking about it lah.
Sigh.
Obviously I did very very badly. :(:(

So many students from other schools sia.
And they're magnificently professionals.
Literally stepped me sia. :l
Sigh. I feel so small. :(

Took cab to the CCA branch building.
Fuckingly expensive.
$19 sia.
Cb, but Brandon paid all. :S

P/S: Photos will be updated tmr!

***

While eating at McDonald's, before going home,
Joas kept laughing.

He smeared a lot of chili sauce and 'piak' it on the tray.
Of course, it stuck onto it.
And just like that, he laughed like a maniac. LOL.
That's the funny part anyways.

***

Today!
Went out with Dear and MeiYunn to Tampines.
Quite boring lor. Didn't get to eat lunch.
Pathetic.

Well, we aren't really hungry. (actually)

Anyways, bought quite a few things there though.
Watched 10'000 BC.
Which is so fuckingly lame.

But kissing in the movie theatre's not-so-bad. :X
Hor baby? LOL. >.<

Okay, not really lame lah.
It's like a romantic love story.
A bit of thriller.
Especially at the killing parts.
Watch it and you'll understand what I'm talking about. :D

Nevertheless, at least it's not as lame as WaterHorse. -.-

***

Met my sotongball afterwards.
She went to watch the exact movie with ahem-ahem.
(the you-know-who. or aka he-shall-not-be-named person)

Then meet me lor. Anyways, took the MRT home with them.
Dear walked me home again.
And fuck,
the rain poured like mad lor.
Ran in the rain. LOL.

But I don't mind.
Cos' got dear :X
Heh, he's so cute lah. :(
I miss him so much.
sooooo much till want to die already lah. :'(
Haiz.

Cooked TomYam noodles.
Kinda hungry.
Hey, I'm good at cooking noodles I guess.
It turned out to be delicious! :D

Wanted to sleep after eating. LOL.

BUT,
mom saw my horrendous study table.
she scolded me for being such a lazy person.
LOL.

Then I went reluctantly went to tidy it lor.
Ahh damn tired after packing my study table.
My back ached. -.-

***

And fuck,
have to wake up early tmr for SS group project.
Fucking shit.

Ahhh, I miss dear lah.
:(

P/S/S: ALL Photos will be uploaded tmr! -.-

***

I don't know why.
There's a connection problem going on.
I can't upload the photos.
Pathetic. Sorry people.

Fucking damn comp.
Grrrrrrr.

P/S/S/S: I'm seriously moody now. :(
Can anyone cheer me up? Sigh.

YAYNESS, it's time for shopping! :D

2008-03-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

Lalalaaaaa.
i just love going out with Dear larh.
:D:D:D:D

Even boring shopping trips on a rainy day, it still makes me feel so memorable.
Like today, Dear and I went to Raffles place and bugis.
Although we didn't really shopped and the rain really pissed me off,
I still feel contented.
Haaaaa. :D:D

First stop: Raffles Place.
Camwhored abit there.
It was still drizzling. Damn it lor. -.-

Next, met Jonas at bugis for the strings.
Damn it again. This reminds me that I haven't practise yet -.-
Damn damn damn. But anyways, thanks Jonas!

Had lunch at Pastamania afterwards.
I ordered Carbonara and Dear ordered Pizzaaaaa.
I can't finish it anyways. LOl.
But it tastes really good.

Went to the National Library.
Damn huge and cold sia.
Dear did his chemistry homework.
I lazied awhile. LOL.
Didn't I told you I'm the lazy one? :P

While going back home,
bought milk tea with Dear.
And again, he offered to walk me home lahh.
Awwwwww.

Can't help smiling when I'm with him.
It's like, he's being my guardian angel and protecting me wherever I go.
Dear always holds my hand when we cross the roads lah.
So sweet right? :D

Then I told him,"There was once I could have been dead by road accident leh."
He asked why.
I said glumly," I was texting you lor... Lucky no car... or else... :("

His reaction was soooooo cute. I think he tried to act angry but failed.
Anyways, he told me not to do that anymore.
Awww, I love him lah. Hehes.

I decided to camwhore in the lift while reaching home.
LOL. sibei lameeeee hor? Well...
I meant, at least quite unqiue bah? :S

Yup, that's about it lor for today.
And of course, here are the pictures :
Enjoy!

Reflections.

Camwhoring in the lift! :D

Walking....

Walking...

Milk tea! Yumyum.

At National library.
The toilet's soooo nice! :D

Pastamania! Dear's dish- pizza.

Mine- Carbonara.

Random.

Random again.

Aww, dear wants to kiss me? ><

My cutie! :D

Oil spill. :(

Somewhere over th' rainbow~

Randomness.

Looks like marbled eh?
Well, they're actually water from the rain. :D

Yesterday -

Had a wonderful time with Jonas and my stupid no.2; Sotongball :D
Went Suntec City, Bugis and Orchard road.
LOL.
In the end didn't buy anything. -_-
The damn shop was closed sia, and the rain poured like siao.
Luckily, the both of them bought umbrellas, so I wasn't that wet. :D
Anyways, called Dear to come along as well.

Met Dear at CityHall.
He was sooooo cute lah, standing there like a blur king and looking at his phone,
while waiting for us. Awwww.
LOL!

When we were going home,
Jonas and S.B purposely zao lor.
Dear and I don't know where they went.
Pangseh-ed us siaaaaaa!
Nevermind, I still got Dear anyways.
*Sticks out tongue : nananaapoopoo. * :P

Bought Starbucks coffee at Simei,
my yummy Mocha frappucino!
Dear's Caramel frappucino.
Do try out next time!
They really really reallyyyyyy taste fabulous.
Sadly, didn't really get to take more pictures lah.
So paiseh sia, Suntec City tooooooooo many people.

Can't expect me to take out my phone and snap snap snap at them right?
:/

In fact, we had to squeeze through mrt trains,entrances, exits and the worst, toilets. -.-
The washroom for ladies is horrendous.

It's like eww.
Fuckingly filthy.
Especially the toilet seats sia!
Wonder how they do their 'businesses' one.
Yup, so there's only 2 pathetic pictures I managed to snap.
Sigh. Sorry people.

Starbucks coffee. (Left to right: Dear's & mine.)

Jonas is SHORT. :D I'm the tallest! xD

being in 3/9's not so bad afterall.

2008-03-08T11:25:00.000+08:00

Had a wonderful time in the hall.
Because...
It's the annual Cheer leading competition! :D
Our class tee's cute with jeans.
Had orange and green hairsprayed on everyone's, LOL. :D

So...
The result?
Three nine-rians looked like gangsters. -.-

And our class won 3rd in the sec3 cohort.
3/8 was first and 3/6's second.
Congrats to all! :D

Anyways,
here's the prize we won:

Shiny shiny!

close up.

***
Had cross country at Pasir ris Park in the afternoon.

Cross country's ok.
Pasir ris park's quite small, so around 4-5km at most.
I was damn tired after that run. Sigh.
Could have emerged 20th and gotten a trophy! :(
But I've gotten 25th.
Whatever. I just run for the sake of fun!
Haha, :D.

I think Dutchy, Gladys,Charmaine and Jessie skipped this cross country leh.
Didn't see them around. :(
Sigh, btw, can skip meh? ._.

I thought was compulsory.
Whatever.

The fact that I'm only angry about is....

Damn Jessie Tan for not coming. >:l
I bought her a pressie for her b'dae TODAY.
The eighth of March.
See? SOOoOoO damn CUTE HOR?
Sigh.

Bought essential stuffs for school re-open as well.
My clips are lost and spoilt.
Pathetic.
Eyelash curler for shopping trips!
*I still need more $$ for other makeups. *
Grrrrrrr.

Hairclips and eyelash curler!

Oh yeah, it cost only around $5+ for the curler!
Cheap and easy to use. :D

And of course once again,
our class emerged 2nd for overall class champion for upper secondary for cross country.
Funny.
But I don't know what's the prize. :(
Have to ask Ben Bok, he took the prize, I think.
Awwwww.

***

Btw,
I was clearing away my computer's memory.
LOL.
So many redundant pictures at my folders.
There. Found 2 of my favourites.

Aww. Dear's favourite too! :D
(But Idk what's their names -.- )

Jonas, my junior. He's talkative . :X

Haaahaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
It's finally school holiday!
Although it's only a week,
I can shop for million of things with besties!
Hooray!

Sigh.

2008-03-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

I've thought over it.

I really would prefer if nobody is caring about me.
I really hope.

Although it will be very depressing, I just want to get on with my life. Without anyone's concern. I'm serious. Because there's nothing for me to carry on living. Yes, I'm depressed. You can say I'm really depressed, or I chose to be depressed.

Why?

Because of so many redundant stress that is acting on me.
I'm not a force, that can push it back.
Neither am I strong enough to do that.

I admit I'm very vulnerable. Every small matter or setbacks can make me to feel moody and irritated. Just like mathematics. I've no idea why I just can't pass my fucking A maths, despite the fact that I've studied so hard in this subject. You tell me, how can I don't feel depressed?

My parents seldom talk to me. My sister is just the same. Friends are isolating me. Dear's always busy with his schoolwork and other things. I'm stranded in this retarded poverty.

A normal school would just start like this:
Wake up, go school.
After school, more remedial/supplementary lessons.
After lessons, CCA continues.
After CCA, tuition starts.
After tuition, homework comes in.
After homework, revision begins.
After revisions, more revisions.

You tell me.
Do I have a fucking free time at all?
None. Cb right?

Fail never mind.
Because fail leads to success next time.
You believe?
Hah.

"失败乃成功之母" what fucking quote or 俗语 is that?
I don't find that useful for me.
Not even a teeny weeny bit.

See that?
So why are we enduring all these stress for?
No idea. Because we're human beings. Stress is a necessity for us.
Like shit.

If I could be an animal, I don't mind.
Tell me, what else can I live for anyways?
Nothing, isn't it?
Sigh.